me

Hi, i'm robin
the creator of this page

I was born just a few months ago, in the middle of a room full of things
I came out of someone's chest and incarnated in what I now recognize as myself, I am Robin
I am the decision, I am the hope, I am the desire of someone who wants to improve himself
I am an idea, I am that thought that lives in your head that motivates you to do new things
get out of your comfort zone to help you find yourself.
I am someone who no longer wants to live under the shadow of his own memory
I am a me, trying to discover who I am
who I want to be....
I am Robin

but leaving aside this artistic "identity" that I want to create
I am still Robin, that will never change
and I'm already a young adult (I think?)
unfinished school, desire to be an artist, usually leaving abandoned projects
as the lost children of a famous artist
an idea for a comic book about self-improvement
an album I want to produce to start explaining some things I think and feel
about things that have happened in my life that I've been thinking about
make me want to question if I really like being alive
or if I know the places that I want to go to
if I know where I want to go.....
the way I feel about things is what directs my path
rather than the actions that take place in the long daily monologues about "do this" "do that" "follow these steps"
which go against what has been tried and learned
lately I have been feeling lost, well it is not something recent
not long ago I went through something that made me move from my status quo
and I still haven't recovered
I really try
but I just don't know what to do
I don't know what I did wrong
I don't know what's wrong with me
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to say
I don't know
I guess I resort to this part of learning and this way of expression as self-therapy
to try to find myself within all this internal-external chaos
that I don't even know how I got in
I just hope I can find myself
inside this body that does not seem to be mine

Disclaimer: (any of the things mentioned here, if not on February 12, 2024 or some date close to it, no longer represent me, most of this page, on most levels, it mostly nonsense.